There's been phases in my life when I've been far from my intuition, which meant I was lacking clarity, lacking trust in myself, fearful of making decisions, and so on. You have to make a conscious effort in order to get in touch with your intuition. I try to do this by keeping my stress [...]
Lately, I've been having a lot of dreams involving travel. Usually with airplanes. This means I'm going through a big transition in my life. There's always something wrong with the plans which represents my anxiety.I've been having a lot of dreams about being at work, which is annoying because I'm not getting paid!On August 1, [...]
Having a positive impact on someone makes me feel powerful. Knowing that I can make someone feel even just a little bit better is a powerful feeling. Whereas, having a negative impact on someone makes me feel so powerless, like I can't control my power, like I shouldn't even be alive.Knowing myself -- my body, [...]
I've found that the future is incredibly difficult to predict. A lot of crazy things happen that you would never consciously expect to happen. Life is always throwing you shocks and plot twists and curveballs. It's really so wildly spontaneous. The details are really impossible to predict, but you do kind of always have a [...]
Since I'm writing, I'll start with writing. I would not say I am "gifted" with writing, but just that it comes very easy for me, more than it does for most people.I think some people have a gift for animals, how animals are calmer around them, and I'd say I'm one of those people.DancingEmpathyDeterminationAmbitionRemembering specific [...]
"Peace" is when we are allowed to be different, we are allowed to be conflicting, and we are allowed to express ourselves even when it goes against the grain. If you can accept chaos -- that is peace. It is a higher state of mind that rises above heaviness and difficulty. It is a complete [...]
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Sometimes I can get really wrapped up in sadness and let it consume me. But I try to get something positive out of sadness by transforming it into art. I think some of the most beautiful art came from places of sadness. So it can serve a positive purpose.
What gives me the blues is when I really miss someone. It's hard to miss someone because there is usually not too much you can do about it and it makes you feel very powerless. It also makes you feel completely separated not just from the person but from the entire world.
There's no reason to leave the house. I open the curtains to see pouring rain, dark clouds, lightning and thunder. It's late morning, but the stormy weather makes it look like it's the evening. I draw the curtains, but leave a slight opening for a little bit of sunlight to come in. I light many [...]
