Tell me, do you believe in ecstasy? For most people, it’s just a fantasy. Will it ever find you, ever capture your soul and hold you until you feel rapture? Sliding down slopes of exhilaration til every cell in your body is in exaltation Going beyond happiness, beyond state of bliss Paradise of pleasure and
Does anyone else in the world feel it as deeply as meIn my heart, in my soul, there’s times when it’s all I seeI ask just one request, and I think I’m well deservedOverqualified, it’s in my eyes, yet I still have so much to learn. Paint myself a pretty face and wrap myself with
Everyone’s living with ghosts Everyone’s living with demons They’re all trying to block out the noise of all of the things that they’re feeling. What’s gonna haunt me more? The things I never did, or the things I’ve done? What’s gonna haunt me more? Hiding in shelter, or a life on the run? No one
Locked out of the golden gates, entrance of the mighty kingdom Once a place of residing Now banished, vanished Gone into hiding. Weeping, watching everyone else All the peasants, the dwarves, and the elves so happy and free, so cheerful they sing because they were able to escape the wrath of the king.
Would you let me try again? Do you think I’m ready now? Now that I’ve grown And I can see how I cannot control, I cannot resist. Can you give me the chance To show you what you missed…?
Take a graveyard walk down memory lane See all I had to lose, in order to ever gain See the broken bones and the lifeless hearts See the sacrifices made, in search of a new start This tombstone here is so special to me Lay down roses and imagine what could be Lay down letters
The world paints their faces as happy clowns you proudly flaunt your smoldering frown chip on your shoulder and heart on your sleeve resentful and skeptical of everything you see steam out the ears when you’re getting so hot and if it’s your passion then you give it all you got but if it’s safe
I really do not want to make things confusing There’s so many clowns and none are amusing I really thought I had put my foot down then Now I gotta try harder, try and try again Trying much harder to defend myself And when I struggle I appreciate help Or just stand back and sulk,
I could always dance in front of a crowd I could always sing to them so loud But I always seem to shut down When I try to speak I can speak with my body, my face, my eyes I can speak with laughter, speak with smiles I can write out the words, so swiftly
Don’t wanna talk to anyone, if I can’t talk to you Don’t wanna see a rainbow, if there is no blue I’ve been knocking on too many doors Carrying me away like the shore But you’re the only one I actually trust here and I have to make that clear. Dreams of a tropical island