I DON’T LIKE YOU TALKING TO OTHER GIRLS

I have no more time for games Only for what is real. So this time I am not afraid To say exactly how I feel. Normally I'd hold myself back Normally I'd pretend not to care. But if I'm giving you my devotion Then I think it's only fair. I don't like seeing you talk [...]

What is guilt?

What is guilt?

Guilt is an angry entity Who hovers over me Like a shadow, dark in the light Disguising itself as the light Holding me to standards so high A measurement that shoots up through the sky Brainwashing me and distorting perception Swinging me around to another direction Crushing my confidence, draining my power Disintegrating my solidity [...]

Exposed

Exposed

You shined a light on me Revealing what I could not see Maybe I was dumb and naive Or maybe I was calculated and spiteful Honestly I'll never know I feel so exposed, exposed, exposed You shined a light on my past Even my childhood days Revealing all the ways All the chaos I'd create [...]

The Energy

The Energy

Some things cannot be put in words So strong that it physically hurts You keep on making it worse With your burns, burns The energy The voice I need, the choice I see The energy No friend to me, stuck in between The energy Do you ever let it consume you? Nah… Would you ever [...]

Robots

Robots

People are conditioned to be robots. We learn from an early age that we will be rewarded for hiding our frustrations or uncomfortable emotions. And so we do what we are told. It pleases others, because (not all, but many) people don't want the true company of real humans, they want machines who satisfy their [...]

feelings

sometimes you just need a moment to let it all go to feel all the feelings just let it all show a moment without judgement without resistance, just let it flow yeah, sometimes I just give myself a moment to let it all go

DON’T forgive me

Don't forgive me, even when I say "I'm sorry." Why don't you put me in time-out? Why don't you scream and shout? Why don't you curse and swear? I know, cause you're too tired to care. Don't forgive me, especially when I say "I'm not sorry." Where is my punishment? Why let me get away [...]