My mom would sing to me, “I’m gonna make you love me”

My mom would sing to me, “I’m gonna make you love me”

When I was a child I was very uncomfortable with physical affection. But my mom was always a very physically affectionate person. So she would always be trying to hug me, cuddle me, hold my hand, kiss me, etc. I didn't like cuddling, I didn't let her hold my hand, and I was very physically [...]

Self-care Sunday ~ Dissociation

Self-care Sunday ~ Dissociation

Dissociation means to "dissociate from the world" by losing consciousness. It involves detachment from one's feelings and entire reality. Dissociation is an involuntary, instinctual, survival response conditioned in early childhood as a way of responding to trauma. Those who frequently dissociate are likely to have a personality disorder due to a serotonin deficiency. During a [...]

Inner child 😇💖

Keep your inner child alive Don't let it die It's hiding inside Beneath the layers of fright. As you grow, as you go on The world continues to tell you: you're wrong. They see your spirit soaring so high It makes them worry, to see you fly To see you dream, to see you wonder [...]

30-day challenge ~ WRITING RAINBOW (PURPLE) day 29: any strange/recurring dreams?

30-day challenge ~ WRITING RAINBOW (PURPLE) day 29: any strange/recurring dreams?

Lately, I've been having a lot of dreams involving travel. Usually with airplanes. This means I'm going through a big transition in my life. There's always something wrong with the plans which represents my anxiety.I've been having a lot of dreams about being at work, which is annoying because I'm not getting paid!On August 1, [...]